1.) I was born and raised as a Christian, and though God was always important to me and I loved Touched By An Angel, I started really getting involved in my Faith in 2000, when my Mom brought the soundtrack to Touched By An Angel and WOW the 90s on our road trip to San Francisco. Before that, God and Jesus were either figures from my Beginners’ Bible, or people in hymns I didn’t understand. Still, it was mainly a Church thing, and I didn’t bring it into my personal life until 2005, when I attended the Western States Youth Gathering. I guess those two events had the most influence on me theologically.
2.) Every day, I try to do what I can on the Internet to try to spread God’s Love. I pray nightly and go to Church every Sunday. Some days, I’ll read passages from the Bible, though my anxiety distorts God’s words, I tend to either not do that or read about the miracles.
4.) There have been a lot of times when God seems very distant, like when I read about animals eating their young and people gleefully using Charles Darwin as ammunition. God doesn’t seem distant when I pray, and usually, something good will happen, like someone I like will contact me on the Internet or I’ll get to go to an event like a ballgame or a rock concert.
6.) Honestly, I don’t think so. Sure, I was raised Lutheran and we sing all the time, but I think listening to The Beatles, Bob Seger’s Old-Time Rock and Roll, Billy Ray Cyrus’ Achy Breaky Heart and knowing the Beatles’ drummer was Ringo Starr, aka Mr. Conductor made music more important to me than Hymns did, save possibly Christmas songs. The Cyrus family made the world of music even more important later on by performing great songs and pointing to artists like Demi Lovato, Lynyrd Skynyrd, The Beatles and Led Zeppelin.
7.) No, but my family does pray for me to find employment quickly, and they’ve also prayed similarly for my brother.
9.) Hard to say. These days, I listen to Addison Road’s “Won’t Let Me Go” and “Don’t Wait” a lot, they sound like Gospel versions of Miley and Demi songs. I also love Casting Crowns, especially their “Lifesong” album, with great songs like “Lifesong,” “Praise You In This Storm,” “Stained Glass Masquerade,” “Love Them Like Jesus,” “Set Me Free,” and “And Now My Lifesong Sings.” I used to not like DC Talk’s “Jesus Freak,” but as I get older and angrier at a world that doesn’t understand, it’s become a kind of anthem for me.
10.) This year, I stopped going to certain Internet sites. Next year, I’ll probably stop going to either the same or others. I sometimes wash off the ashes, since we have to go to the supermarket and don’t want people staring at us, but if we have nowhere to go, I keep them on.
11.) Yes, I am a current member of the Covenant Denomination, which was founded by Swedish immigrants. Since the story of Santa Lucia ends with her appearing to Swedes, she means a lot to them. I love the song, I have three versions of it, sung by Elvis Presley, Luciano Pavarotti and Andrea Bocelli. I couldn’t sing it correctly for you off the top of my head, I don’t know the exact words. I could hum it, if you want.