The recent Republican attacks and fears on everything I hold dear have taken such a toll I made my most recent Counselor appointment a phone call and missed the memoir class, both times because I was in the shower too long, trying to get out of it, failing and crying. What helps me is having victories and taking control of my life. I have 9 preorders left on Amazon and even if Jeff Bezos wasn't a Nazi, I don't know how much I'd shop there anymore. Most of my purchases there are CDs (buying MP3s is phasing that out) and figurines I can get elsewhere.
I have been playing Pokemon Scarlet and beat all 8 gyms, all 5 Titan Pokemon and 4 out of 5 of the Team Star bases. Soon, I will go to the Pokemon League and become a Champion, as well as accomplish the game beyond that. I also have Shining Pearl and will play that after I'm finished with Scarlet. The last Team Star base is Fairy-type, which is weak to Poison, so I'm training up a Pokemon I named "Eddie Randy" after Eddie Van Halen and Randy Rhoads, since it is canonically a guitarist in at least the Galar Region (they also call it a Punk Pokemon). I am listening to them both in Spotify right now and their skills are still incredibly impressive. I will confess, I'm finding myself liking gentle songs more these days, simply because that works better for my anxiety and depression about everything. I keep feeling like certain music is going to be banned because of the romantic orientation of the artist or the message the artist did in several songs. I have made a Black History Month playlist and a Woman's History Month playlist, and I've also bought the Twilight Zone and other positive message/entertainment things, such as the DVDs of Godzilla vs. King Ghidorah/Godzilla and Mothra; The Battle for Earth, Rebirth of Mothra I and II, Get Back by The Beatles, Night Gallery, the Japanese film House (the weirdest maybe-horror movie ever), Wicked Part 1 on DVD, Rear Window, the book by one of my predecessors "A Wandering Jew in Brazil," Figurines of Makoto Niijima from Persona 5 and Bernadetta Von Varley from Fire Emblem; Three Houses and a sticker of Edelgard waving a lesbian Pride flag to go with my Bumbleby necklace. I also bought tickets to several concerts in my area of Don Felder (guitarist for the Eagles), Warren Haynes, Take it to the Limit Eagles tribute band, Billy Idol with Joan Jett, and KT Tunstall. I hope I can attend all of them.
Here are the playlists I mentioned:
Black History Month:
1.) Fire-Jimi
Hendrix
2.) II
MOST WANTED-Beyonce, Miley Cyrus
3.) Part
of Your World (reprise)-Halle
4.) For
the First Time-Halle
5.) Born
Under A Bad Sign-Albert King, Stevie Ray Vaughan
6.) Stormy
Monday-Albert King, Stevie Ray Vaughan
7.) Underdog-Alicia
Keys
8.) Compassion-Brittney
Spencer
9.) Night
In-Brittney Spencer
10.) Blackbird-Beyonce
and others
11.) Paper
Flowers-Alicia Keys, Brandi Carlile
12.) A
Beautiful Noise-Alicia Keys, Brandi Carlile
13.) You’re Not
Alone-Allison Russell, Brandi Carlile
14.) Jumpin’
Jack Flash-Aretha Franklin
15.) Amazing
Grace (live)-Aretha Franklin
16.) Let it
Be-Aretha Franklin
17.) The Long
And Winding Road-Aretha Franklin
18.) Through
the Storm-Aretha Franklin, Elton John
19.) Respect-Aretha
Franklin
20.) Steep
Climb-Eric Gales, Zakk Wylde
21.) You Shook
Me-Willie Dixon
22.) Sweet
Little Angel (live)-B.B. King
23.) The Thrill
is Gone-B.B. King
24.) Spanish
Castle Magic-Jimi Hendrix
25.) Little
Miss Strange-Jimi Hendrix
26.) Fire
(Live, Hollywood Bowl 1967)-Jimi Hendrix
27.) Foxy Lady
(Live, L.A. Forum 1969)-Jimi Hendrix
28.) Voodoo
Child (Slight Return) (Live, Maui 1970)-Jimi Hendrix
29.) Foxy
Lady-Jimi Hendrix
30.) Fire
(Live, Woodstock 1969)-Jimi Hendrix
31.) Purple
Haze-Jimi Hendrix
32.) Voodoo
Child (Slight Return) (Live, L.A. Forum 1969)-Jimi Hendrix
33.) Sunshine
of Your Love (Live, L.A. Forum 1969)-Jimi Hendrix
34.) Voodoo
Child (Slight Return) (Reprise) (Live, L.A. Forum 1969)-Jimi Hendrix
I've also been posting at least 4 videos of African-American baseball players or musicians to BlueSky every day this month.
Women's History Month
1.) Landslide-Fleetwood
Mac
2.) FLOWERS-Miley
Cyrus
3.) Barracuda-Heart
4.) Heart
of Glass-Blondie
5.) What
Has Rock and Roll Ever Done For You?-Dolly Parton, Stevie Nicks
6.) Heart
of Glass-Dolly Parton, Debbie Harry
7.) Famous
on the Inside-Tara Platt, Brendan McCreary
8.) Dub
Love-Tara Platt, Big Lugg, Yuri Lowenthal
9.) I
Love Rock n Roll-Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
10.) Crimson
and Clover-Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, Tommy James, Dave Grohl, Miley Cyrus
11.) Heart of
Glass (Live)-Miley Cyrus
12.) Wrecking
Ball X Nothing Compares 2 U (Live)-Miley Cyrus
13.) The Wonder
of the Cross-Vicky Beeching
14.) His Grace
is Sufficient-Jennifer Knapp
15.) How Great
Thou Art-Carrie Underwood
16.) Thy
Word-Amy Grant
17.) El Shaddai
(Live 1989)-Amy Grant
18.) Love
Wins-Carrie Underwood
19.) Malibu-Kim
Petras
20.) Over My
Heard (Live on the Midnight Special)-Fleetwood Mac
21.) Rhiannon
(Live on the Midnight Special)-Fleetwood Mac
22.) Why (Live
on the Midnight Special)-Fleetwood Mac
23.) Freedom-Fleetwood
Mac
24.) When Will
I Be Loved?-Stevie Nicks, Sheryl Crow, Carrie Underwood, others
25.) Raise
Hell-Brandi Carlile
26.) The
Eye-Brandi Carlile
27.) The
Story-Brandi Carlile
28.) Mainstream
Kid-Brandi Carlile
29.) Never Too
Late-Brandi Carlile, Elton John
30.) Who
Believes in Angels?-Brandi Carlile, Elton John
31.) Don’t Call
Me Angel-Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus, Lana del Rey
32.) Popular-Ariana
Grande
33.) No tears
left to cry (Live, Paris 2019)-Ariana Grande
34.) Let it
Be-Aretha Franklin
35.) Thousand
Miles-Miley Cyrus, Brandi Carlile
36.) Poor
Everybody Else-Carrie Underwood
37.) METALI!!-BABYMETAL,
Tom Morello
38.) RATATATA-BABYMETAL,
Electric Callboy
39.) Nothing
Else Matters-Miley Cyrus, Andrew Watt, Elton John, Robert Trujillo, Chad Smith,
YoYo Ma
40.) Free
Bird-Dolly Parton, Ronnie Van Zant, Gary Rossington, Artimus Pyle
That's all for now.