I am so depressed by this changing world that I endlessly become an Internet and video game junkie in order to create some sort of order and distract myself. I want control so badly, to do what’s right for God. I feel like I’ve lost potential, just seeing things happen and there isn’t a darn thing I can do about them. I want to play my Wii games forever, not lose them to time as they helped me mature mentally and develop Jungian characters within my mind;
the hero (Mario),
the greedy comical oaf (Bowser),
the princess (Peach),
the wise shy one and her lesbian huntress bodyguard-lover (Zelda and Samus, artwork (c) justmangas.deviantart.com),
the wounded police officer who needs kind friends (Jill Valentine, artwork (c) jaja316.deviantart.com),
the adventurous Indiana Jones-type (Lara Croft),
the shy yet loyal younger brother (Luigi),
his boisterous, fun-loving girlfriend (Daisy),
the quiet observer who loves deeply (Rosalina),
the vengeance-driven officer of justice (Chun-Li, artwork (c) takilmar.deviantart.com),
The excitable women fighters (Mai Shiranui and Yuri Sakazaki),
and the menacing, heartless evil villains that seek to hurt them (Smithy, Dimentio, Wesker, Phazon, Ridley, Ganondorf, Tabuu). Yet my mind also says “They may make a game where these all ARE together, so you better buy that next gaming system.” My brother just plays the games and doesn’t see these things, oftentimes, I wish I were him, so I’d be free from all the things that trouble me.
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