I feel so heartbroken. I feel as useless as a chocolate teapot or a computer with a magnet stuck to it. I can't handle fear; if I could, I'd have gotten my Bachelor's Degree and be in a different city or state right now. Nothing I do seems to be working. I begged Tara Platt and Abby Trott for silly selfies on BlueSky, ultimately having to acknowledge they probably don't want to do social media as much anymore because all of it is propagating Nazis who think they should just be housewives. I want to punch Google in the face for their racist, sexist, antisemitic and homophobic decisions. I want to smash things with a sledgehammer while crying and screaming bloody murder. I am scared my Mom will lose the right to vote. I'm scared it's too late because it required more of Congress to say "no," and the majority party says nothing but "yes," even when it's illegal and unconstitutional. There is no hope. Satan and Nazis are everywhere. Soon the military will march north of the 49th parallel to seize Canada, triggering the bloodiest nuclear war in history. They will torture me and it will hurt. I want to die.
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