Stressed out, still

     My constant mood is stressed out now and I hate it.  I can't take this constant whirlwind of attention-grabbing stuff trying to grab my wallet and my time at all times right now.  They shut down my Medicare and Medicaid and sent me to Regent, which charged me $400 for a premium, so now I'm likely in debt for the rest of the month, and I don't fully understand why.  There is a large cult that has taken over mainstream Christianity that worships Donald Trump and makes me feel incapable and that everyone will curse Jesus' name soon, especially if the election doesn't go well.  I feel like I can trust almost no one and that the world would just rob me and beat me and expose all my bad points in front of those who would judge me most harshly just to ensure I lose friends/acquaintances.  I spend every day trying to entertain myself and it's barely working and I just want to cry.