Sunday, April 2, 2023

First Quarter Favorite Music Revised and leaving Twitter in August, possibly in Two weeks

 Top Played favorite 2023 songs, first quarter, iTunes:

-Flower by Miley Cyrus

-Separate Ways by Daughtry and Lzzy Hale

-Divine Attack -Shingeki- by BabyMetal

-Need Each Other by Revolution Saints

-I Finally Do-Erika Harlacher

 

 2023 favorites:
1.)    Separate Ways (Worlds Apart)-Daughtry feat. Lzzy Hale
2.)    The Spirit of Radio-Kurstin x Grohl, Jack Black
3.)    Gonna Be You-Dolly Parton, Belinda Carlisle, Gloria Estefan, Debbie Harry, Cyndi Lauper
4.)    Jolene-Olivia Newton-John, Dolly Parton
5.)    Peace like a River-Dolly Parton, Dionne Warwick
6.)    Turbo Lover-Ronnie Romero, Nozuko Wakai
7.)    No More Tears-Ronnie Romero, Gus G.
8.)    The Shining-Ronnie Romero, Chris Caffery
9.)    A Light in the Black-Ronnie Romero
10.)    The Four Horsemen-Ronnie Romero
11.)    Through the Streets-Joel Gibbons, Joel Hoekstra
12.)    Lose You-Sam Smith
13.)    Who We Love-Sam Smith, Ed Sheeran
14.)    This Is Why-Paramore
15.)    The News-Paramore
16.)    Running Out of Time-Paramore
17.)    I Finally Do-Erika Harlacher
18.)    You Are The Music (Live 5/16/1992)-Trapeze
19.)    Way Back to the Bone (Live 5/16/1992)-Trapeze
20.)    Coast to Coast (Live 5/16/1992)-Trapeze
21.)    Midnight Flyer (Live 5/16/1992)-Trapeze
22.)    Die For You (Remix)-The Weeknd, Ariana Grande
23.)    Still Alive-Demi Lovato
24.)    Heart Attack (Rock version)-Demi Lovato
25.)    FLOWERS-Miley Cyrus
26.)    Thousand Miles-Miley Cyrus, Brandi Carlile
27.)    Violet Chemistry-Miley Cyrus
28.)    Muddy Feet-Miley Cyrus, Sia
29.)    Wildcard-Miley Cyrus
30.)    Wonder Woman-Miley Cyrus
31.)    Flowers (Demo)-Miley Cyrus
32.)    Out of that Truck-Carrie Underwood
33.)    I Miss Strangers (Acoustic)-Death Cab For Cutie
34.)    I’ll Never Give Up On You (Acoustic)-Death Cab For Cutie
35.)    All-Star Jam-Metal Hall of fame All-Stars
36.)    Eye for an Eye-Rina Sawayama
37.)    Winner Takes All-Nita Strauss, Alice Cooper
38.)    METAL KINGDOM-BabyMetal
39.)    Divine Attack-Shingeki-BabyMetal
40.)    Mirror, Mirror-BabyMetal
41.)    MAYA-BabyMetal
42.)    Believing-BabyMetal
43.)    Man on the Silver Mountain-Paul Gilbert
44.)    Holy Diver-Paul Gilbert
45.)    Heaven and Hell-Paul Gilbert
46.)    72 Seasons-Metallica
47.)    Lux AEterna-Metallica
48.)    Gold Dust Woman-Jenn Ford
49.)    Whipping Post-Jenn Ford
50.)    Hotel California-Jenn Ford
51.)    Eagle Flight-Revolution Saints
52.)    Talking Like Strangers-Revolution Saints
53.)    Need Each Other-Revolution Saints
54.)    Bed of Roses-Ian Hunter, Ringo Starr, Mike Campbell
55.)    Heart Wants What It Wants-Bebe Rexha
56.)    Call On Me-Bebe Rexha
57.)    You’ll Never Be Alone-Sweet & Lynch
58.)    Lights (Live)-Neal Schon, Deen Castronovo
59.)    Another Celebration At The End of the World-Mammoth WVH
60.)    Out of Pocket-Black Stone Cherry
61.)    Judgement Day-Kings of Chaos


I can’t stand the fear and anxiety Twitter brings, it is pure psychological murder.  Every post I make I fear will be scrutinized mercilessly by the judgment of man; a million times worse than God’s judgment.  They would murder the whole population of Earth that disagrees with them if given the opportunity.  They settle for assaulting you with words.  Just the fear of their cruelty sends me into doom spirals.  Standing up for values, morals, integrity, just makes you a target for these lawless ones who obey celebrities and politicians.  I am a Christian, I believe women, I’m an LGBTQ+ rights activist and I will post things echoing that, music, articles, artwork, screenshots and photos.  If that bothers you, you don’t have to look at my profile, much less than quote retweet that I’m an imbecile or reply that I’m a Biblically illiterate failure.  Your wrath just makes me want to punch you, but my morality forbids that, so I have to settle for a block to avoid continued harassment, then scream at the top of my lungs in my shower, furiously angry that empathy has become a sin in your circles.  I am going to try to avoid your hellsite and leave before the end of summer, I pushed it up from November because the fear you generate is too much.  And I’m only keeping it that late due to rock anniversaries and voice actor/their character birthdays, I honestly would like to leave in two weeks on World voice Day and make that my goodbye!  But my heart can’t go through with it.  Abby Trott, Tara Platt and Laura Post deserve better than that.  The 50th anniversary of pronounced leh-nerd skin-nerd deserves better than that.  But this is going to stop being an everyday thing, because you trolls don’t even have to do much to create your rule through fear over the hearts and minds of everyone there!


Twitter makes me so afraid and does almost nothing to ease it.  I’ve tried relying on Tara Platt, Sarah McKnight, Abby Trott, Jeannie Tirado, Laura Post, Agape, Thomas Horrocks, Erika Harlacher and others, but still the fear persists and continues until I weep.  Nothing they do helps long-term.  The only solution that works is to go away and stop thinking about it, disown my page and permit it to be torn apart by the den of wolves it resides in.  I cannot fight these huge forces of hatred and malevolence with anything, everything I do is just fodder for their rage and assaults of words.  It would be better to be blown apart by a bazooka.  Hate became too strong, it dominates Western Society.  Homophobia, misogyny, transphobia, racism, they all have cart blanche due to America’s 45th President and what his party allowed him to do to it.  Now, half of society can freely insult and terrorize people like me, which soon leads to statements like “Your parents never should’ve met,” “You are the most retarded person on the planet” and “Kill yourself already, you motherfucking faggot.”  These are thoughts I had myself and am trying to distance myself from, because I aimed them at myself for not fitting in.  I wanted to beat myself to death, and sometimes, I still do, because I cannot stop this fountain of evil and my morality would never forgive me if I joined their side.  So, I will kill my Twitter page, kill their access to me.  Maybe then, the shadows of the bestial Trump empire will leave my mind for good.  The actresses and pastors have helped, but not enough to push out the anxiety, I regret that I must say goodbye to such kind people.  Tara fights injustice for the middle and lower class, Abby is funny and joyful, Laura Bailey shows that being a nerd doesn’t mean you’re a loser, Laura Post shows being funny/adorable is more fun than being an authority figure, and you can be funny/adorable, an authority figure and a snuggle Mom all in the same person, Jeannie always gave me likes on my Edeleth stuff, she, Tara and Abby are always nice to their fans, Twitter just keeps them from seeing it all the time, Sarah McKnight has worldly wisdom with a laugh, Agape has a heart overflowing with kindness and Thomas Horrocks always knows what to say to put aggressive right-wing believers off the judgment seat, or at least provide relaxing kindness for left-wing Christians.  Tyky has a beautiful soul and is knowledgeable about Nintendo games and makes adorable art of Samus and Zelda.

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