Ouch

     I can't take it.  All these seismic upheavals of freedom hit me where it hurts.  I'm not a guy who wants to say "Zed" instead of "Z" or flip off the stars and stripes, but I feel that is what I must do because of all this darkness.  Some YouTube user made a video of an AI voice recording, stealing Abby Trott's voice.  I want to murder them for violating someone so great and funny.  I have a very strong sense of "you can't do that" and it is getting pummeled by not just my country, but all of Western Civilization saying "I'll do it anyway."  Trolls are not exclusive to the United States, I've been on the Internet 25 years and know this.  Trolls are also not exclusively Republican, there are people who will mock you who will have BLM and LGBTQ+ Rights in their username.  I just want to be left alone right now and make my own decisions.  I used to not care about fitting in or being popular, but when you try to get a message out, even if it's just distracting entertainment, and you don't get likes online, it feels demoralizing and saddening.  I feel like I need to call 988 soon.  It isn't just politics; my family won't get back to me on my plans, my plans feel like they're going to get me arrested because of the troll-people so many Republicans are and they will say the Mariners' Pride game has terrorists, I feel like I have to post Blue Jays clips to BlueSky to apologize for the dark hole of shit the administration is to Canada, people have a sense of self-entitlement, and I'm the only one who knows what art or stories I want and I can't draw or write them.