Harsh words send local aspiring author spiraling into doubt!

Well, today I found out BRC regrets the Hannah show, saying it ruined his family and he'd take it back if he could.  Naturally, given I wanted his music for the spiritual movie that was inspired by his daughter, this isn't fun news for me.  This tends to happen, I feel like the whole thing is falling into place, that I'll be the one who made Miley's spirituality public and a band featuring Miley, Demi and Brandi will rock the nation, then I totally get this anxiety from statements like this.  Should BRC not be in the film due to his stance?  Is there a family feud brewing, is the father-daughter relationship falling apart?  Maybe they'll give up the spotlight and it was all written for naught?  Maybe it was just a product of insanity, I've said it was divinely inspired and you know what CS Lewis says, it's either truth, lies or insanity when it comes to the divine.  Maybe it's all worthless, not my calling and I should give up, but I don't want to.  When this happens, I want to give up and walk away, but it's such a part of me, I don't want to quit.