I just can’t get past how evil I’ve seen this country be in the last 11 years. We are going to Hell and I’m powerless to fight this path. I have screamed, posted and written hundreds of rants. I have written stories with LGBTQ+ protagonists, I have gone completely insane in the name of defending liberty and it all feels like a waste of time, because nobody listened. 75 million people, how many of them were just incensed when they saw somebody like me online? Has all my work just been for naught? I still see darkness and evil on a regular basis. Sharon would tell me I seek it out, but I’ve never known how to respond to that. It does happen, you do go to someone’s page, curious who they are, and see them say the most hurtful things. You see it not just on DeviantArt, but also Twitter, Facebook and YouTube. There is no online haven, and in a time when computers consume most of our lives because we have to talk online until the all-clear sounds, seeing such hatred makes me weary and depressed. Why can’t we move past our selfishness and self-destruction? Why can’t we love each other? I’ve tried to fight for this, but no one listens. If we’ve just encased ourselves in echo chambers to the point decency and love are going to be unheard forever, we have truly entered the end times, and the 45th “President” is truly the antichrist, leading his disciples to a war path of destroying freedom and compassion with oppression and rigidity. I don’t know how to fight this, I’ve done all I can and the world is still as demonic as it was when I started, in fact, it’s worse than ever. I feel I have failed in my Mission Work.
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