This whole week I've been plagued by an inability to contribute financially to Kamala Harris' campaign. I've already spent $80 of my own money this month on the campaign and I know it is nowhere near enough; Trump still holds the advantage, if the election were run now, he'd be our President. Even if he defecated and urinated on himself in the middle of one of his speeches, he'd be our new President come November. Because Elon MuX, the 700 Club and every Fundamentalist denomination of Christianity is giving beyond the point that it hurts to ensure that they can ensure a new Christofascist Holocaust in American borders. Stryper just released an album solely to donate money to Trump; the album's title is "When We Were Kings," connected to his "Take Back America, violently if possible" message. You must give your life savings, beyond the point of starving because you can't afford groceries or the antichrist will recover from his deathblow and resume command of the world, with the world saying "Who is like this beast and who can stand against it?"
I have somewhat forgiven Billy Ray Cyrus, he released a 9/11 "Some Gave All" video that while it did feature the antichrist, Biden and Harris were in the same shot, Biden and Harris respectfully giving a moment of silence while Trump turned off to complain, showing how little he cares for the soldiers who gave their all in war. Probably not Billy Ray's intent, but still, a good reminder of who really cares about veterans and who doesn't. Still, the age of BRC is coming to an end with me, he's not as bold environmentally or in other causes I believe in than he used to be, wrapping it so deep in metaphor it becomes useless. He's also having a falling-out with Miley, who hasn't been as naked to warrant sexual complaints in almost a decade, instead showing a pansexual, gender-fluid ferocity that, while it shows off her body, also shows she's the one in control of her sex, not the imaginative person in the audience. I was also more suspicious of the ones at the end of my rants than honestly believing anything, they mostly just have Republican friends or call themselves Republicans, but have never spoken about Politics since before 2016, so it's hard to say what they actually think.
I don't feel in control anymore. Dave Grohl and Jack Black got "internet shamed," I can't escape the fear that Trump's going to win, I'm hoping the Mariners will defy the odds and get into the playoffs, though it is unlikely, I wish the government would shut DeviantArt and Twitter down for promoting fascism so I could just go to BlueSky and talk to voice actors, artists and cosplayers and I feel really sad all the time over memories I can't forget or change. I keep throwing my money at the Harris-Walz campaign, though I should be throwing it at my 3 concerts and Christmas presents and other priorities and everyone's telling me to diet better and exercise more. I beat a video game I'd been working on for months and feel a little directionless because there are several that I'm not finished with yet and I don't know which one to do first, plus there are more I want later. I feel broke most of the time and terrified of getting overdrawn or making a mistake, I've become a half-crazed perfectionist. I feel no control unless I'm posting YouTube videos to BlueSky.
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