Wednesday, June 26, 2024

A mindset I've carried

     When I was a kid, I wanted all the toys on the back of the box or in the catalogue, which caused a lot of journeys to various toy stores all over my county and further to collect them all.  I once wanted to watch every Toho kaiju film, and I still want to see every MLB team.  It should be harmless, but at the same time, I get severely anxious about the thought of being cut off from the Mariners and also, being cut off from people I value.


    It started as a simple desire for connection, but the pandemic, the insurrection and the years before and after exacerbated it.  Now, I get obsessed with getting likes on social media, keeping figurines and plush toys of characters I love close by and praying like crazy to bring the non-religious people I enjoy into Heaven.  Those events were the closest I felt to the apocalypse and that feeling hasn't sufficiently died down, no one has significantly stopped that devil of a man from pursuing power once more and spreading fear among the normal citizens.  Wikipedia made their featured article of the day "Torture" and I would describe those 4 years as psychological torture on a grand scale, every day worrying about an executive order for a Holocaust.  And I know he will push that button if he gets back in the Oval Office within the first week.


    To keep from being completely dark, here's a video game idea I made up recently that combines Fire Emblem; Three Houses' Black Eagles route and Persona 3 and 4 because the latest Nintendo Direct was on Tara Platt's Birthday.


Fire Emblem; Three Houses/Persona crossover game:

Party leaders; Edelgard, Mitsuru

Available party members; Petra, Dorothea, Hubert, Byleth, Annette, Marianne, Lysithea, Yosuke, Akihiko, Yukari, Aigis, Naoto, Rise Kujikawa

Support Conversations: Edelgard-Byleth (Byleth has the personality of a nurse looking after a patient (Edelgard) in the ER), Edelgard-Annette, Edelgard-Marianne, Yosuke-Mitsuru, Edelgard-Mitsuru, Edelgard-Akihiko, Edelgard-Yosuke, Mitsuru-Petra, Mitsuru-Dorothea, Mitsuru-Hubert, Mitsuru-Byleth, Mitsuru-Annette, Mitsuru-Marianne, Mitsuru-Lysithea, Akihiko-Hubert, Yosuke-Petra, Yosuke-Dorothea, Yosuke-Byleth, Yosuke-Annette, Yosuke-Marianne, Yosuke-Lysithea, Yukari-Petra, Yukari-Dorothea, Aigis-Edelgard, Aigis-Byleth, Aigis-Marianne, Aigis-Dorothea, Aigis-Annette, Naoto-Mitsuru, Naoto-Byleth, Naoto-Edelgard, Naoto-Aigis, Rise-Petra, Rise-Mitsuru, Rise-Edelgard, Rise-Byleth, Rise-Annette, Rise-Dorothea, Rise-Lysithea

Enemies/Bosses: Persona Shadows, Those Who Slither In The Dark Wizards, Cornelia, Solon, Thales (Edelgard must be party leader), Leviathan, Beelzebub, Baphomet, Quetzalcoatl, Hephaestus (Mitsuru must be party leader), Lucifer (turns into Satan), Ahriman, Orochi (Final Boss)

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